Lingyun knows in his heart that even if the former wind dance didn’t say this, he wouldn’t blame him even if it happened with Zhang Xue.
In fact, he is to blame for all this, not Feng Wu, not Zhang Xue.
Wind dance has always been sensible, and Zhang Xue has always paid silently.
Lingyun can’t say what it feels like to dance in the wind. Lingyun knows that he likes Zhang Xue and loves Lingyun, but he feels that being loved can be given to a person’s heart.
And his heart has already been given to the wind dance, which has already been filled with it.
Facing Zhang Xue, the biggest problem is not dancing in the wind, but lingyun himself all the time.
It’s Lingyun’s heart that if he and Zhang Xue do that kind of thing, it’s sorry for the wind dance, and Lingyun doesn’t want to do anything sorry for the wind dance in this life.
Treating Zhang Xue Lingyun is a dead end.
Now Fengwu did tell him that she didn’t care about him and Zhang Xue.
Has been in his mind the dead end suddenly disappeared.
Embracing the wind and dancing, Lingyun’s heart has not become carefree because he has been making this dam disappear.
If it was annoying before, now Lingyun’s heart has become a bit blocked, as if he had a breath and couldn’t get out.
He is not worried by the saying "Wind Dance"
"You really don’t care? Won’t be sympathy for her, "lingyun low asked.
"It’s not sympathy for us, it’s a family. What should the husband and wife do?" We obviously include Zhang Xue in the wind dance.
Compared with Lingyun Fengwu, the concept of monogamy has already been transformed in a subtle way, and Fengwu has unconsciously recognized the world.
Especially after confirming that this world is also the real world two days ago.
Although Lingyun married Zhang Xue, she still insisted on the concept of monogamy in her heart.
What blocked Lingyun’s mind after Fengwu said he didn’t care was that the concept of monogamy was deeply rooted in his mind.
Although he has two wives now, Lingyun has never faced up to this problem.
Ask him to abandon Zhang Xue Lingyun. Now Zhang Xue can’t give him Taiping Yaoshu. Zhang Xue’s tenderness and thoughtfulness make Lingyun loathe to give up.
Before Lingyun accompanied Zhang Xue, he felt that he was more concerned with Zhang Xue, and Zhang Xue was gossiped.
Lingyun has always known that he likes Zhang Xue, but he dare not admit that it is love. He feels that his love has given the wind dance.
Now Feng Wu says that he doesn’t care about Lingyun before he realizes that he likes and loves Zhang Xue, but he never admits it.
However, the concept of monogamy makes Lingyun more ambivalent. He loves wind dance, and he has given everything to it.
Now he loves Zhang Xue. What can he give Zhang Xue?
The wind dance said that it doesn’t care about Lingyun. Now I feel that I also love Zhang Xue and care about Zhang Xue.
He doesn’t know if he will hurt Zhang Xue.
to be continued
Chapter 37
I woke up one night and Lingyun thought it was all about Zhang Xue and the wind and dance.
Sitting in the county government, Lingyun’s face is gone.
Chui fook passed by and came in and asked, "Brother Lingyun is going to be a father. Why is the face so bitter?"
"You yisow also want to have children" Ling Yundao was very annoyed.
"I wish you had worked harder. What’s so annoying about this?"
Paused chui fook face with a mysterious smile said "lingyun eldest brother is not you can’t?"
"Go you roll for me" Lingyun didn’t good the spirit way.
"Yuan straight you say I am very * *."
Chui fook was surprised "* *? What do you mean * *? "
"I love wind dancing, but I also love Zhang Xue. I don’t want to hurt either of them." Lingyun said.
Chui fook to lingyun words some puzzling way "you love them is not very normal? What’s bothering you? If you don’t love them, you should be annoyed. "
"You don’t want to hurt them, just take care of them and love them."
Ling Yun said, "But people can’t love one."
Yuan Lingyun’s recognition that his love is a wind dance and his affection for Zhang Xue is not up to the level of love.
But now he knows that he loves wind dancing, but he also loves Zhang Xue.
Although the two girls don’t feel anything, Lingyun always feels guilty and sorry for them.
The concept of monogamy is deeply rooted in Lingyun’s mind, and Lingyun also thinks that one generation can love one person.
One person’s heart can accept one person and there is nothing to give to others.
A person’s love can also take care of a person. It is incomplete to have one more person and his love will be scattered.
This is his idea of love.
Lingyun is not a lover, but he is a childhood friend, but he hasn’t talked much about love. He doesn’t know what it feels like to be in love.
When he was ignorant, he felt like he was in love, but there was no love story from other couples.
The two can be said to bypass the step of love and directly regard each other as their family.
Lingyun said his feelings about love, and he wanted Xu Fu to give him some advice.
Compared with Lingyun Chui Fu, even the girl’s hand has never been touched, so she is more inexperienced.
But chui fook although inexperienced and strange girl say a few words will appear bad meaning.
But people don’t have a mother-in-law like Lingyun for feelings.
Chui Fu’s worldview shows that Lingyun’s troubles are not troubles. If it weren’t for Lingyun, he looks very awake now. Chui Fu may be confused if Lingyun is sick.
It is normal for a man to have three wives and four concubines, but how many women there are, which is in direct proportion. Who stipulates that a man can have a woman?
In Xu Fu’s view, Lingyun has two wives, but he feels that two wives can’t reflect Lingyun’s affairs.
Think about the former Kochi Prefecture, but there are three concubines besides a wife.
Xu Fudao: "Brother Lingyun, why can’t one person love several people at the same time? What can one heart take care of one person?"
"I think you should be sincere to everyone and not lie to them or bully them. What’s wrong with giving them happiness?"
"That Gao county magistrate has four wives. Brother Lingyun, you can’t stand two. If you are older, I promise you can’t tell others how many wives you have."
"You see, there are no less than five satraps. If two of them are shameful, they will definitely be laughed at."
"Lingyun eldest brother, even if you can’t, this woman still needs to prepare a few more."